finding a right word to say .
in a right way .

hates the thing but loves the ones .
dun understand what I feel .
wanna understand but dun wanna find out .
wanna be love but too tired loving .

it's a strange way too say .
but I dunno what to say anymore .
everything's not okae .
everything's not alright .

I'm not blaming you for all that's happening .
I'm not saying you're the one who is false .
You're the one who makes all of this mess .
No, I didn't say it .

What I'm saying is I need you right now but you just aren't here .
I need to hug you but your body is somewhere over the planet .
I need to kiss you but your lips is too busy talking how much you wanted to be here and you love me so much .
I need you but these thick stones between us are the thing .
These damn 'thick stones' .